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Friday, November 25, 2011
IM NOT GONNA POST HERE ANYMORE. SHOULD I KEEP THIS BLOG? :O? |
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Wednesday, November 23, 2011
 i wanna live in this. omg. maybe no. HEEHEEEEEE I WILL CREATE A TUMBLR SOON. LIKE, ASK AH GAN TO HELP ME CREATE ONE. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE |
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   smallrooms.tumblr.com CHERYL. TUMBLR. SO *_* LOL. ALL THESE ROOMS SO CHIO.. |
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my faace so many pimples. :( i hate it when i have menses. it's like the pimple army starts invading my face, marking their territory so mercilessly. *heartbreakz* but after menses, the army gets defeated and retreats. : D meanwhile... KEEP THE SELF-ESTEEM up uP and UP FRIENDS. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. YOU ARE PRETTY. YOU ARE HANDSOME. DONT LET ANYONE'S WORDS MAKE YOU DOUBT YOURSELF. MUACKS. |
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Monday, November 21, 2011
  mochacafe.info omg! cuteness ttm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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 awwwwwwwwwwww! should i just create a tumblr? lolz. but i duno how to use. T.T |
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if you lose your memory of me.. i dont think i would wanna make you remember me. i'll just leave that part blank for you, forever.. who knows, maybe not remembering me might be better for you. ._. |
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Sunday, November 20, 2011
was watching First Touch on Channel 5. the guy cheated on her, didnt know the woman kept the baby. his fiance found out. despite him being by her side all these years, she could not forgive him. i'd say it takes a brave woman to do that. a real courageous one. i actually thought she would forgive him, and carry on with the wedding. but no. which made me think. i would have given him a second chance ya know. now my stand's wavering. i dont think i would be able to tolerate that. the fact that he has cheated once, forms the base as a gauge for future incidents to happen. it may be in his nature. giving in to temptations. afterall, you can never trust someone wholeheartedly. yes. i wont give him a second chance. |
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japanese oral today was awesome. im still thinking of ryuusei-kun~ :3 me: "面白いですか？" him: "面白そうです！" kyaaa! =3 とてもかわいいよ！！！ sentences i must remember to use, if i encounter another japanese kiddo next saturday, みたいですか。 みたことがありますか。 もう一度話してください、お姉ちゃんの日本語が上手ではないね！ 買いたいですか。 ほしいですか。 何の形のようですか。 heheheheheeheheh : D ok! off to bed! when i speak in japanese, i realized i smile more. and i feel happier. LOLZ. weird. the japanese language is a happy language. ^^ |
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Friday, November 18, 2011
tomorrow: 12-9pm @ paragon. bring my Japanese stuffs to read. (revise for oral) finish citing for AP. sunday: 9am-1pm @ school, training. 2-215, oral. MCS and TIE. MCS............................................ hm. SCS today was hell yeah, fuck yeah. lol! ran today. damn shiok. wed's achyness still here. but i like. |
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Thursday, November 17, 2011
in love with watashi e by supercell. 私へ Hello, good day, it's been awhile What have I been doing until now? I am fine. I hope so By the way, I wonder, were I able to forget the feelings of that day It seem as it is still impossible In time when I grow older I wonder if a day will come that I will understand Was it for the better this way Occasionally I have these thoughts But I'm not going to say such things Because I know My own story i love this song. can relate. i have such thoughts, but im not going to say such things. i wont be weak. even if i cry, i'll do it myself. i dont need a shoulder to lend on. |
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because every one left me behind. but when i leave them behind, they say that ive changed. how i wish everyone had mirrors hanging on their heads. what happened to you enqi? you werent this dependent before. you were happier roaming out there alone. fuck i hate the me now. |
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Wednesday, November 16, 2011
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it will never be easy in the beginning. remember that. |
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when you hear a "good!" from your coach, it's better than striking lottery. honestly, that hit just now. wa. didnt know it was in me. lol! am gonna quit the additional left foot movement. jinhan's method of not moving the leg helps. (Y) just move the hip fast fast, ure using ur c.g already, ur lower body part will move, everything okay (Y). training today was good! :] |
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Tuesday, November 15, 2011
if u just realize, what i just realized. まだ、心の中に言葉は見えないらしいですね。。 いつかは。。 not all eyes, speak the truth. you really have to look within. it's the people that counts, not that situation. afterall, the situations that we are in everyday life shapes who we are. a sense of resilience must be there. |
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enqi says: TOMORROW: RUN + SCS DISCUSSION + STUDY MHA (BRING LAPPY) THURSDAY: AP FINAL EDITS + SWIM + ACSM SLIDES FRIDAY: SCS + MAYBE RUN(BUT I'LL B TOO TIRED CONFIRMED) SATURDAY: WORK 12-9PM SUNDAY: TRAINING + JAPANESE ORAL + TIE/MCS had to do this to organise my thoughts. lol.. |
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Monday, November 14, 2011
i feel so fucking angsty. i dont know why. i cant breathe. i resent the fact that im not born rich. i want to just buy whatever i want, yes i am a fucking materialistic bitch. cmon, who isnt like that? i hate the fact that money can buy happiness, and i hate that fact that i have none. i feel so fucking tired, i cant do work, im watching the due dates come closer, but im so fucking tired i keep procrastinating. i dont fucking know why im so tired. i dont feel like going to school tomorrow. i feel like a loser, worthless, not even worth living in this world. yes, i have serious issues. |
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Sunday, November 13, 2011
sometimes i feel like i dont have a right to flare up at anyone, because everyone thinks im always the happy bubbly optimistic enqi. but im not. |
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sometimes i get pissed off at people when they make a retarded sarcastic joke i mean, they are just disturbing me, but sometimes, im just not in the mood at that point of time then when i flare up, they get pissed off at me, thinking wtf is wrong?! -.- stupid annoying. |
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Saturday, November 12, 2011
  ずっと、ずっと二人で、 歩いていけたらいいな～ |
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Thursday, November 10, 2011
disneywords: Ohana means family, family means nobody gets left behind, or forgotten. –Stitch :) |
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今日はちょっと。。。。。 彼に朝寝坊をされて、怒らなかったよ。 大変よ。 あの時の気持ちはぜんぜんよくないよ！ 日本語の試験は。。。 勉強もやだ。 未来の自分は、 大丈夫かな。。。 まだ、 わからないよ。 |
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1. pivot your left leg when batting. 2. turn your hip fucking fast. 3. find your c.g before you attempt any throwing/batting. 4. point when you throw. 5. fielding: move before the ball releases. 6. believe in yourself. |
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Wednesday, November 9, 2011
@takahisaEn sim en qi 今日、彼氏に朝寝坊をされて、怒りました。>:[ 1 minute ago via web Favorite Reply Delete what a way to practice my japanese. |
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Tuesday, November 8, 2011
it sucks to feel ugly. ugly. |
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Sunday, November 6, 2011
 after watching 10 promises to my dog. 私と犬の十の約束。 "you have school and friends, but i only have you" "i only have 10 years to live, thus the times we spent together are very important" "when i die, please stay by my side" "i'll never forget the times i spent in my life with you" the scene where akari-chan was rushing home to meet socks, when socks couldnt get up anymore, it reminded me of that day. i remember me telling you, "dont be scared" while patting your head.. i remember you exhaling deeply once when i said that. were u glad i was there? but when you left.. you didnt wait.. i could only stand there and watch your body lying there. already gone. i miss you. i always will. & you'll always be my best friend. |
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Saturday, November 5, 2011
ok. i feel like running away now.. is it really thaaaat difficult to have a happy home? when adults quarrel.. it's really the kids that suffer. i will never let my child suffer the same thing.. : | i wont let them fall. the tears wont come. |
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Friday, November 4, 2011
FUCK YOU 2 SLUTS. BODY SO NICE, HEART SO EVIL, FOR FUCK? HEAVEN WILL TAKE ALL THOSE AWAY FROM YOU SOMEDAY. IM SERIOUS. BE WARY WHEN YOU'RE WALKING IN A DARK ALLEY AT NIGHT. BE VERY CAREFUL. CAUSE KARMA WILL BE HIDING IN THAT CORNER. IF I MANAGE TO SEE YOU DOING THE ACT TML ON THE CCTV, U ARE SO GONNA GET FUCKED UPSIDE DOWN. RT @rury they think they pretty can do anything uh. kanasai. I SO FUCKING AGREE WITH THAT. FUCK YOUR CHIO LEGS AND CHIO BODIES, SISSYS, UR FACE IS UGLIER THAN MY FAT THIGHS THAT WOBBLES. BEAT THAT. FUCK YOU. |
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Thursday, November 3, 2011
:O this is my 1001 post. LOL. i jus realized. what's up w me and sudden realizations! I HAVE AN AMAZING STORY TO SHARE TML. LOLOLOLOL nivla was the first to hear it. be honoured. ^^v spent my afternoon at bugis national library. level 8. reference library. w yui's voice in my ears, it was a peaceful afternoon. :') i felt so happy, so calm, so relaxed. :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) |
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Wednesday, November 2, 2011
I am fat I am fat I am fat So fucking fat So fucking fat So fucking fat I am going to run thrice a weeeek |
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Still.. I'm not brave enough. Not confident enough. . _ . |
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En Qi is going to Chiangmai to play softball. : D It's confirmed. : D Can u feel my excitement? : D |
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Tuesday, November 1, 2011
Stupid. |
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