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Friday, June 24, 2011
 i did this myself. hehe so cute right i know! Xp  sasuga, nihon won! Xp*biased |
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i'll never be sure of it all. all i ever want to be is anything im not. give me a break, a little escape, im so tired of being me. i will never be you. i will always be me, that i know. but even though im happy being me, i want to get away from all these harsh reality. i wanna be free. i wanna be new and different, anything im not. exactly what im feeling. |
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Monday, June 20, 2011
Training today.. I felt empty without sayang, as usual. Slowpitch w the guys.. Was stressful Dx 嫌い! Just glad had Jolene and Sharon there. Heh am relying on them Liao. Coach Marcus was saying, If ur mind think that u can, You confirm can. The fastest batter example. True. Was reminded of the 'I CAN!' under sayang's and my cap. I hope my energy lasts.. Shall sleep early to make up for any negative feelings that may creep in due to a lack of sleep. No no. |
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Saturday, June 18, 2011
for verbs, past -ve is ta-form! i adj, is cancel i, + katta! na-adj and noun, is datta! shall just blog about this before i head to bed. i am employed under saybons and bongout! Xp. |
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 <3 her. she'll always be the best mom and best friend. (: !coolmum = cooldaughter. HA. thank you whoever's up there for making me her daughter, i promise to do her proud!    @ epicurious! the latte not nice one =(  happylovebirds. why ur face liddat? HAHA this is happy. ^^ we are both happy to see each other. hehe. cheh sayang got cleavage sheh. Xp the channel8 bridge. HAHA japanese mart @ liang court!leon, I LOVE LIANG COURT. I FEEL LIKE IM IN JAPAN. HAHA today was a happy day. #itsthesmalljoys ^^ shopping w mom. i love my mother!!!!!! alot alot alot alot alot! keke ^^ gave her a peck on the cheek while waiting for 181. :$ |
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Friday, June 17, 2011
 loving the flower behind. picture perfect! *snap snap ok. done w blogging about everything that happened the past few days. now im lazy to blog about today. HAHA. khungrystudybye. ^^ tml going out w sayang! to ALFRESCO CAFE shehhhhhhh. the nearby ah. HAHA! |
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     I LOVE INSTAGRAM AND EMOJIS! keke. |
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 post for nivlala nat iew new! (irritating sia spell backwards Xp)HAPPY 3RD MONTH! THANK YOU FOR PISSING ME OFF WHEN I WAS FEELING V UNWELL ALREADY. =D I HOPE U GET INSOMNIA FOREVER AND EVER. <3 <- I WIN LIAO. STOP SMILING. HAHA okok. serious. LOL. you're my friend, you're my younger brother, you're my girlfriend, you're my mom, you're my best friend, you're my everything? nah. HAHA!!!!!!!!! Xp <3 <-i win again. one word! amazing. how we met, its amazing. how we ended up together, its even more amazing. you're someone ive never regretted knowing. and will never lose. i promise. so... be prepared to stay active in my life for a long loong looooooooooong time yo! ^^v |
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   a post for sayang! <3 誕生日おめでとう！^^ couldnt get to spend 1306 together this year, but its okay, cause i know there are still many many years to come! ^^ just a quote for u, "true love need not be proven, it can be felt sincerely in our hearts" deshou~? keke. see ya tml! ^-^ p.s: thank you for always replying my smses fast fast. LOL |
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      a post dedicated to my dear meixi. ^^i remember those days when we had our fat bodies soaked in the pool, under the blue sky, talking about the future, talking about boys, talking about everything. =] those were awesome memories. we're all grown up since those days now, all ready to head out and see the world. no matter what, we're forever the same old us that spoke of who we wanna be in the future; what we wanna accomplish in the future. we're still the same old us inside, remember the spark you carried when you had these thoughts, be brave, gather up your courage, head out and show the world what a gem you are! you'll always be a diamond in our hearts. all the best baby! Waiting patiently for your return, Sincerely, all of your friends in Singapore. ^^ |
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Monday, June 13, 2011
my thoughts are all so messed up. i.. am i feeling lost? |
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Sunday, June 12, 2011
Day 2 of slowpitch games. i swear outfielders have a huge responsibility to play in slowpitch. its like its either u catch it, or u dont. and u die. -.- okay not so serious. hausan's presence made me feel safe. LOL. he was the rover. thanks hausan. (: and kian leong is so damn cool. idol. *clapclap. tummy pow: he's an asset! HAHA. hm. bat once, heng got hit sialllll cheebyeeeee! LOL. went to 1st base. okay. alot of thoughts in my head la hor. dunid to say so much. ive learnt one thing today. no doubts, cause it'll only result in regrets. rury asked if im her senior or her friend. she said it doesnt feel like a senior-junior relationship. LOL! i love laughing w her. she's another annoying person i want in my life. heh^^ |
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Saturday, June 11, 2011
am so tired. woke at five today. cheebye. sore throat. coughing. fever soon. fuck. okay! today's game. i played for last game. cool. me managing to hit what coach albert wanted was just pure luck i swear. getting onto 1st base was lucky too. i felt safe when i was on 1st base and jason was giving me instructions. ha! best memory of the day: i was running from second to third base, otw, cause coach albert was at third base, he went, "En Qi, come home!" LOL. damn get that image out of my head man. epic. i saw hope in his eyes. thank god i never fail him. hahahahaha! that was the first time i ever heard him call my name. LOL. dinah i know you confirm laugh if u see this post. image damn vivid. (Y) we kept talking about u know today~ "dinah is at cameron plucking strawberries" HAHA. miss you much much. <3 here's one for you alvin! i remember you saying "good try ah~" when my ball failed to reach 1st base in time. there was mud in my eye cheebye, hahahah. i felt comforted. im not alone after all. ^-^ ok. i am damn tired. i want to sleep now.. its 9pm. so late hor. |
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Wednesday, June 8, 2011
if assuming im the one who's creating stories out of nothing makes you feel better, so be it. but i know what im saying is the truth. so im not feeling guilty whatsoever. but i know you're in a tough spot la. but! walau we were just having our small gossip amongst ourselves wad. did u have to make it so big. =_= aiyer irritating. what happened to our freedom of speech. we have our own rights! z_z lazy to say so much. useless pondering over this issue. irritating. its a rather stupid day. |
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Tuesday, June 7, 2011
 i promised bervyn to bake for him a healthy cupcake on his birthday. i sure hope i can make good my promise~ wait. i will. >=D okok. i want sleep. tired..... cannot think anymore. long day tml. |
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Monday, June 6, 2011
 those days when you just wanna relax for abit and watch people go by.i am really looking forward to 18th june. ^-^ <- happy face. june.. within this one month i shall reorganize my life for abit. it's time to. |
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Thursday, June 2, 2011
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Wednesday, June 1, 2011
   it's okay to be ourselves. (:she's another friend im glad i found! <3333333333333333333333333  someday i'll be able to bake that.i'll bake that for all the people i love! to bring some color into their lives. ^-^ |
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 the fact that she tried out lying on the seat w me, the fact that she "star gazed" w me, the fact that we were both dead tired and were waiting for fc5 to just black out, the fact that we talked about conquering all the fcs to experience all their blackouts, the fact that we kept laughing right after the blackout, the fact that she's there, it means alot to me. ^^ kimi ga hontou ni suki da yo ne. i know you'll understand this. heh. oyuyamassumi! its 230am. T_T me: now my eyes ~_~ already cheryl: i thought its _ <- no eyes HAHA LOL! (Y) that was a nice joke. |
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