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Tuesday, November 30, 2010
  the people walking down this path with me now. 3 years. i treasure them. all of them. many many many heartzxzx. hehe. ^_^ |
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Monday, November 29, 2010
jeongmalroh saranghaeyo? tak tahu la sey. tak perlu anyway. AHAHAHAAHAH ilove using malay wordxzxzxzxz its 319AM. I HAVE SCHOOL TML. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ 7am must wake. kidneys are dying. but oh wells. when im old, how often can i do this? LOL. enqi you're wierd. okay. 4 hours of sleep, here i come~ |
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Sunday, November 28, 2010
my turn to shine. its time to shine girl. |
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 just keep stretching!just keep stretching! don't get stuck like the waffle. -sharon pow. HAHA. so cute.. but she makes sense. be like a pancake, stretch to your maximum!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^ |
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Saturday, November 27, 2010
 LOOK WAD I FOUND. AHAHAAH EPIC MOMENT. so anyways. i finally understood wad's the meaning of, "dont think! feel!" in Andersens right, cause when customer order fondue, need light candle to warm the chocolate. then i dont dare use the lighter. i duno why. got phobia. but today.. i jus picked the lighter up, and tadah! i realized.... just dont think. just do it. really. |
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Friday, November 26, 2010
time for some fun. sleep.
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 its officially. im in love with nutella. its my addiction. walnuts in hamster food tastes better than the normal ones we eat. must be the walnuts with nutella that made a pimple move on to my left cheek. hehehehehehhe. oh, i was too engrossed in talking with alyah dinah just now, that i fell while walking up the stairs. now my left knee is bruised and scratched. HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA FK MAN. |
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Wednesday, November 24, 2010
it's at times like this when i selfishly want you back. beside, with me. all i have now are only photographs of you. i can only cry to them. you're no longer with me. why did you have to go so soon? i don't think i'm ready still. |
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the truth is, i'm scared. i'm scared to be left behind. since when did i learn to smile to hide everything. since when.
if i let go of your hand, i'm not sure if i can make it without you. I don't think im ready yet. I'm scared. |
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maybe im just someone smiling to hide the confidence that im lacking. maybe im not that strong after all. maybe im just a weakling. maybe... jack of all trades, master at none. what am i good at? i dont know. i dont know anymore. i'm just linving my days aimlessly. i wanna find meaning. what's my purpose in life? i wanna bring smiles to everyone's faces. at least... this is something im sure of. good thing? i dont know. what about myself?
i feel like crying. again. |
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Tuesday, November 23, 2010
ENQI IS BACK !!! ^_^ head is cleared after running. don't look back, time isnt going to stop. don't be wet, get a grip! you can do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn you girl, be more confident! why are you scared? where's the you who would just recklessly and confidently go!!!!!! ENQI. YOSSSSSSSSSSSH! LET'S GO YO! i think........ i'll just show that side of me ba. i dont like pretending. |
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Monday, November 22, 2010
 -OUTSIDE THE BOX- alyah: "but it looks like it can be found anywhere.." me&alyah: "but can it?" same timing, same tone, sooooooooooo disgusting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAAHAHAHA BUT I APPROVE. (Y) we did it so naturally, it felt like we were twins. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEEHEHEHEEEHEHEHEEHEHEEEEEE. -IN COTTON ON- (when we were supposed to head to the mrt!!!!! i said to pop by cotton on awhile. AWHILE is the keyword. me & alyah separates to look around. me: *turns head to looks for her. she: *looks up, eye contact w me. me&her: *LOL to ourselves. MIND U THE DISTANCE BETWEEN US WAS RATHER FAR. LOL. amazing wad love can do...... SHY SHY. AHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHA im not blaming anyone, i only have myself to blame. i wanna become stronger. i will become stronger. its a promise to myself. i want the strength to be able to smile geniunely, not just smiling to put up a pretence. quit the pretence enqi. dinah, i know i can count on you to be there... hontou ni arigatou ne... i will push on. i will. im counting on heaven now. to make me disappear for a week or not to. is there a need for me to sort my thinking out? its all up to you. do your best. i think mondays and wednesdays are what keeps me sane every week. oh wells. for now, i am going to be myself. BE MYSELF. i dont see anything wrong with that. as long as im happy. |
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Sunday, November 21, 2010
Ure telling me ure so confused, u can't make up ur mind. Is this meant to be? But I believe.. I'm pinning my hopes on Shangri-La now. |
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Saturday, November 20, 2010
 something only love can do. they said it tasted like brownie!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ i was so scared when nash was cutting open the cake. okay now, i need to work on my presentation skills for the cake. 1. make it become bigger. 2. make it look chioer. LOL. anyways. I LOVE MY HOSEHS MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD. I WOULD SACRIFICE ANYTHING FOR THEM. HEEEEEEE. cause... they were the ones that walked on the same path together....... not all of us spent 5 quality years together, but at least 2 years was enough to make everything work. it all worked out somehow. thank you all for making the effort..... looking forward to 29th december!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD and the upcoming chalet in March. bee, we'll make it happen. im sure it will. ^_^ |
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Friday, November 19, 2010
so tired. i cant believe dinner could be this tiring. especially when it was only with a friend. -_- fml. i think i old already. oh anyways. done with baking. weeeeee~ i wonder how would the cake taste like. ah, hako. box. doko. where. to. find. hm. i got eyebagssssss. fmlx2. i should sleep now. for 9 hours. tml. project smile. \m/ night time still must go party. AHAHA. jyaa, oyuyamassumi. |
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Thursday, November 18, 2010
last min? just smile:D complicated? let nature take its course. life is tt simple. - Bee Hian ♥ cool right... tomodachi no bee hian. ^_^! SMILE. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ I DID IT. I MADE A MIRACLE HAPPEN. I FINISHED MY RESEARCH PAPER. well, okay, cover page, references, citation hvn do....... does that count as completed? HAHAHAAHAHAHAH jyaaaaaaaaaaa! mata ashita!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THERE'S NOTHING WRONG W BEING OVERLY OPTIMISTIC! ^^!!!!! |
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Sunday, November 14, 2010
Today's Leo Horoscope. Fufill your destiny. Only you know what it is. You'll explain once you have proof. i approve. i'll explain once i have proof... i will find proof. |
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Saturday, November 13, 2010
   how can you resist someone like him? he's the korean massu. =D smiley,happy,positive,cheerful,dorky. it's official. it's love. heehee. Onew oppa, i'll work hard towards understanding you! ^_^ hwaiting!!! call,call. <3 japanese oral today, i made 2 vvvvv stupid mistakes. but. well. its over. i can complain and whine, but nothing's gonna change. so, GOODNIGHT. |
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Thursday, November 11, 2010
aku tak rindu kau la. hen xin ku. my eyes are tearing. ... cause of my dumb blocked nose. =_= cb. ahahahahahahahahahahaa. *sniff sniff. |
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Tuesday, November 9, 2010
   well i have to be honest, like wad kim said, ure just replying the messages. :D nothing wrong. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ sia la. falling sick sia. i can feel the sore throat coming. i can feel the mucus coming out. i can feel it. =_= the nutella bread!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aisyah's breakfast for us. sweet. seriously.. :] the littlest of things... i wonder when i grow up and enter the working society, will i still have friends who does things like that? =\ guess not... stand by me. |
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Sunday, November 7, 2010
Its wrong its wrong its wrong this feeling is wrong. Keep me on track,someone. Ate heart-shaped waffles during work today. Learnt how to take order today le. LOL haiyai ne. I wanna learn how to bake andersen's banana bread in due time to come!!!!!!! My dream.. When I say I'll do it, I'll do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~ as for you...... I'll just go w the flow. So many other important things to do than ponder o er this matter. *shrugs shoulders uneasily. Oh ya. Thanks aisyah for sending me to work!!! <3 ^_^ |
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Friday, November 5, 2010
 * boing boing!! mada yume ni yume mita kisetsu ga koko ni aru kara!! 5 hours of dumbness today. but i had proper meals. LOL. morally wrong. time will tell. all that i can say. i wanna make more people smile!! ^_^ Shiawn Inkey Shi says: :3 |
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Thursday, November 4, 2010
Survey ____________________________________________________________________________________ Gender: Age: Course: Please circle your answers. Thank You! (: 1. How often do you exercise in a month? a) Rarely b) Occasionally c) Often d) Always 2. Do you watch what you eat? a) Rarely b) Only when necessary ( i.e when you are ill ) c) Occasrionally d) Always 3. Do you consume health supplements? a) No b) Recently started c) Yes, but have stopped consuming d) Yes, and still consuming 4. Do you use facial products? a) No b) Recently started c) Occasionally d) Yes 5. How often do you go for a facial? a) Never b) Occasionally c) Fortnightly d) Monthly 6. How often do you shop for clothes/ beauty products? a) Rarely b) Monthly c) Weekly d) Daily 7. How long do you take to groom yourself for school? a) 0 – 30 minutes b) 30 minutes – 45 minutes c) 45 minutes – 1 hour d) Over an hour 8. For Females: Do you think cosmetics are essential to make you look good? For males: Do you think cosmetics are essential on your future counterpart? a) No b) Light/ Natural make up c) Yes, but only on occasions d) Yes, it is essential daily 9. Which aspect of outer beauty do you find most important? a) Grooming b) Skin c) Fitness d) All of the above 10. How often do you catch up with fashion? a) Never b) Rarely c) Monthly d) Every time, when a new trend comes up 11. Is plastic surgery a possibility for you in the future? a) No b) Yes 12. Which would you choose? a) Beautiful / Handsome, Dense b) Intelligence, Plain Jane 13. How often do you look in the mirror? a) Never b) Sometimes c) Frequently d) Every chance I get Thank you for taking your time to fill up this survey. |
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 今日は、嬉しいよ！ |
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Wednesday, November 3, 2010
You have the stamina to last forever. Honor the memory of an absent loved one whose faith guaranteed that you'd be standing here today. - leo's fb horoscope. on 3rd nov. i approve. |
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Tuesday, November 2, 2010
 seriously, im glad i have a friend like her.once in a blue moon, something nice pops out of her mouth. HAHAAHAHAAHAH!!! (Y) i approve. ^_^  i found this on fb. its nice. when its larger in size, i mean the picture. i ran 10rounds at the stadium, with leon collapsing after 5 rounds. 10 rounds = 4km. 4 rounds = 1.6km. HAHA!!!!!!!!! after running, we just stoned, looked at the dark dark sky, and just talk. about everything. i like. i dont have to hide anything from him, i can just be myself. LOL! i like leos. HAHA!!!!!!!! SOUNDS WRONG BUT WHATEVER. he's a nice guy. seriously, who would be nice enough to like, eat dinner at 7pm, and go run with me at 730pm? LOL! food not digested siol........................................................ i think i shall run every tuesday. alright. my exercise day! so............................ this week's my last week at Ambush. i shall call Andersons' tomorrow. TEEHEE. my okaasan was being a real bitch just nao, wanting me to go visit my baby cousin who's hospitalized. but, my schedule is like all set beforehand le.. i really dont wanna change any plans... i was looking forward to thursday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aiya, after a few minutes of pekceking, while showering just nao, i decided to like just go on thursday. time wise? i'll try to make things work, somehow. >=] p.s: im so nice i kinda hate myself. hahahhahahahahahaahaa |
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