-Mayfish, Dance Drill.

Sunday, October 31, 2010


i am crazily in love.
AHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHA
OH MAN.


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Saturday, October 30, 2010


i just tied my first twisted bun. : D
its messy thou. -_-
quite messy..
like what im feeling nao.
messed up. : D


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Friday, October 29, 2010




i see a kid trying to grow up.
i am so tired i dont even have to energy to feel positive already.
i am really tired already..

i dont want to look back and regret.



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Thursday, October 28, 2010




am i really happy?
or am i really just smiling to avoid talking about it?
i dont want to smile to hide matters that i dont wanna face..
went running w leon just now.
he made me realize some things..
its time for a change.
but when i dont know what i want,
where am i headed in life,
how do i determine my direction of change..?
its time to change.
its now.
any later i will be regretting it.
i must prepare.
do my best for everything.
chiong.

MUST GET FIRED UP.
PUSH ON.
SMILE FROM THE BOTTOM OF YOUR HEART.

SMILE CAUSE YOU DID IT.
SMILE CAUSE YOU IMPROVED.
SMILE CAUSE YOU'RE SINCERELY HAPPY.


ah, thank you kami-sama for letting me met a friend worth having.
thank you leon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am awake now.


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Monday, October 25, 2010


It's not about what I want to show to people and what I don't want to show, the most important thing is enjoying the thing by myself first. Even if I may not seem really cool I just want to have fun, really.
-aoi hitorigoto, shige.
http://spilledmilk25.livejournal.com/75885.html


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Sunday, October 24, 2010


Massu :
I like girls that like exercise and I guess it would be when I see her doing sports. Even if her sense in sports isn’t good, just her doing it would be cute right!

Massu:
This is really cliché but to have dinner at a high class restaurant in a skyscraper building while looking at the night scenery!
-ideal xmas date plan.

massu-chan's a really simple guy!!!
so cute.
^_^

LEON GUOK URE A NICE PERSON.
I STILL CANT BELIEVE WAD JUS HAPPENED.
ALL I DID WAS ASK,
AND U WENT OKAY.
WOW.
honestly.. if it was me..
i will lazy eh..
but. thanks..
LOL.
im feeling touched.
LOL.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.


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Saturday, October 23, 2010




me: [
beehian. says:
shiok ah. see guys photo at night
HAHA
me: YOU MAKE ME SOUND LIKE I LOOKING AT PORN HAHAAHAHA
beehian. says:
HAHAHHA
DUD, NO DIFF WAD?!
HAHAHA


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first day at work as a promoter!!!!! for beer.
erdinger beer.
apparently its more of an angmoh brand i guess.
I TALKED TO THIS MAN IN JAPANESE.
HAHAHAHAAH

me: *promote promote.
me: "ano.. nihonjin desu ka."
him: *turns around, looks at me, O_O face. "hai!"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH

cool cool.
i love cold storage.
LOL!!!!!!!!!!
great world city...........................
I SHALL WORK HARD!

SMILE(^_^) AND TELL THE YOU THAT YOU SEE IN THE MIRROR,
"YOU CAN STILL DO IT!"


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Friday, October 22, 2010


am i losing you.............................
it feels kinda different nao.
i want communication to take place,
but i dont know how to let it take place.


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Monday, October 18, 2010


luckily there are still softball trainings to keep me balanced, mentally.
phew.
yokatta ne.
ok. v tired.
shall go sleep and think about my day today on my comfy bed.
anyways,
alyahhhhhhh i enjoyed today's training.
takahisa!
HAHA!!!

found this on alyah's blog siol.
YOSHH! im so looking forward to softball! me and enqi, weve decided to give our best shot. and not be looked down anymore!

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
okay.
yes i will.
YOSSH!!!


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Sunday, October 17, 2010


don't lose even before fighting!
show me a you that even if it's impossible,
you wont give up till the very very end!
give it your best,
don't allow yourself to look back and feel regretful!
this encounter...
will only happen once,
so treasure the times spent together.

a tiny baby fish which goes upstream and into the sea,
and coming back as a big fish you can barely recognize,
i wanna live like that fish!

time for a change,

new blogskin! ^^



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今日は最後の日。
明日は、私の休みが終わりました。
明日から。。。
新しいの学期。。。
毎日の授業は、遅く終わったよ。
外に、毎週の月曜日と水曜日に軟式野球の練習がありますよ。
もっと活力をつけてください!
じゃあ~
分けるの時間です!
おや増田みなさい、皆さん。


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kakkoi desu ne.


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Saturday, October 16, 2010


imagine me and massu go eat buffet. LOL!
apparently some dumb fangirl said massu was flirting w kara on music station,
but having watched the video, that was considered flirting?!
then the fangirl must have been blind. LOL!

massu's appearance on veterinarian dolittle!
taibou no!








輝きだけを胸に残し終わりを告げたか。=\


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Friday, October 15, 2010


i want to type alot alot of things,
but i very very tired.
-.-
bye. want to die already.
smile enqi.
smile.
^^
it makes things way better.
YOSH!


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TODAY NO WORK.
BUT I REMEMBER I GOT ASK FOR SCHEDULE.
BUT WHATEVER.
IM HAPPY.
THE 185 I WAS ON GOT INTO AN ACCIDENT.
SOME STONE HIT THE GLASS, AND IT CRACKED. EVERYTHING.
SO I COULDNT FINISH THE DEEP SLEEP THAT I WAS GOING INTO.
THE NEXT 185 THAT I GOT ON,
I HAD TO STAND ALL THE WAY HOME.
BOOHOO.
my life for today.
i shall go bathe now and go macdonalds to revise the japanese language that
i had failed to revise properly for a long time..............................................................
should i eat chocolate sundae? HAHA
or drink milo.
hmmmm.
TONIGHT CAN LISTEN TO MASTERHITS EH! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Wednesday, October 13, 2010


my left eye the bone still hurts.
i cant smile properly.
im never putting my face near the glove again.
ow.
itai yo.
hontou ni itai yo.


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massu wanted to tell kanamen that he's glad he met her in his 7th confession.
kanemen asked ishibashi-sensei for the exact same line to
show to massu during the live broadcast on tv.
i love the script.
its not like some typical idol show where,
the boy confesses,
the girl accepts/ the girl plays hard to get.
kanemen.. she has good feelings of carlos!! but for now, she knows
a relationship isnt what she wants yet.
cool.
foi bom encontrar voce!
(this might prolly be the only portugese phrase i will ever know LOL)


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Tuesday, October 12, 2010


A small adventure, a handwritten ticket
Gather together the fragments of your dream
You can call it a longing, with those toy wings
I felt like I could fly

Though I tried to exaggerate when I said
I could live on while being forced out
The future didn't change that boldly that quickly

Every time I chase after those rainbow like days, it goes farther away
With only the radiance remaining in my heart, I was informed it was the end

Those seasons I dreamed in my dreams are still in my heart
I'll go once again on a journey to find my radiant self
Not before long, even if we become ordinary adults
The door will for sure always be connected to that summer

Every time I look up at that distant sky in that building's opening of that aimless town
I remember the summer, the light of the fireflies, that never-ending innocence

We always gave names to trivial things
and called them our treasures
If I could live on just like I did that day... I wished for it like that

Those seasons I dreamed in my dreams are still in my heart
I'll go once again on a journey to find my radiant self
Not before long, even if we become ordinary adults
The door will for sure always be connected to that summer

Those seasons I dreamed in my dreams are still in my heart
I'll go once again on a journey to find my radiant self
Not before long, even if we become ordinary adults
The door will for sure always be connected to that summer

The miracle of dreaming about tomorrow is today again somewhere
Saying "you can still do it" and kindly pushes your back
Even if the present me isn't the me I thought I would be
That door is for sure, without a doubt connected to that dream

http://aitamashii.livejournal.com/104630.html
the door connected to my dream will always be there,
question is,
when will i be ready to open it?


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Sunday, October 10, 2010


I'M IN ENTERPRISE!
IS THIS FATE?
IS THIS GOING TO BE THE BEGINNING?
im excited & scared as well.
i feel butterflies in my tummeh!!!


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Q3.The food that you want your girlfriend to make for you?
Massu: Gyoza

XD! i know wad to do already. HAHA!!!!!!

great, its 851AM now.
waiting for clock to hit 9AM to register for GEMS.
~_~
was really sleepy when i woke up.
now im all energized, and hungry.
T^T


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it'll be different next saturday and sunday.
i promise!!!!!!
yakusoku yo.
to myself.
i replied a ":]" and this was what i got.
i hate to say this but,
i think he's a rather nice guy.
thank you kami-sama for blessing me w people like this! ^^
14: OUCH GOT THORNS!
13: I KNOW RIGHT!!!
31: *LOOKS
1
2
3 -> she falls. HAHAHAAH!!!!!!
I APPROVE MOMENTS LIKE THIS! XD



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Saturday, October 9, 2010


おとといは私はヂナーちゃんと一緒に買い物へ行きました!
そして、昨日はミラちゃんと二人で昼ごはんを食べました!
だから。。。
今は、私のお金が全部使ってしまいました。
残念です。


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Friday, October 8, 2010


i dont like moments when alot of thoughts are running through my head. =(
semester 2 is starting and i still feel kinda lost though.
as though ive never started on my poly life. excluding the fun that im having during softball. ^O^ LOL! oh wells.
lucky for me, i had dance drill as a big motivation!!! ^^
はい、夢は大きく!
i dont like it when my uncle says it too late already, that i have not found my direction in life.
i beg to differ, you see, no one can predict the future.
people change along the way as the grow up,
different situational factors shape the latter's perspective, mindset, everything.
so i guess..
what i can do now, is to really do my best for everything that im involved in,
dont allow the future me to look back and regret, anything!
(excluding the fact that i was supposed to land myself in some vet-directed course in poly, haha.)

so.. today was a very very random friday. 08/10/2010.
this is what i call something only love can do.
this is what dinah call, making memories.
i approve unplanned days.
HAHA!!!!!!!!!!!
okay.
oyuyamassuminasai minna-san~
tml. jap(OOPS SORRY,SOME PEOPLE ON FB SAYS ITS AN INSULT TO SAY THIS),
JAPANESE LANGUAGE CLASS.
ASHITA HA NIHONGO NO BENKYOU WO SHIMASU! jya, byebye!


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Thursday, October 7, 2010


これからは元気で安産!-Aikawa Kaname-san
♥ dance drillのspirit!!!!!
i know my future is important,
but isnt doing what i really like,
doing what i really wanna do now,
more important?
rather than regretting on things that ive never done,
give it your best shot now!
i dont ever wanna look back and feel regretful..
nevertheless,
i should never be too stubborn.
remember ne.


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your voice,
it irks me.
you're my father,
yeah, so?
you buy meals for me.
i can do it myself.
you dont even give me allowance,
from the day ive understood things,
i know it has ALWAYS been my mother who has been feeding me.
it is FOR HER that im still trying to pretend that you exist in my life.
you drink,
you come home,
you sleep,
you're off to work.
you're just too stubborn,
i dont wanna talk to you at all.


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Wednesday, October 6, 2010


FIRST DATE TML W DINAH!
(Y)
I APPROVE!



be positive about everything and enjoy it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
^^


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Tuesday, October 5, 2010


みんなさん見えますか。

あたしたちの後ろに、誰ですか~

はい!NEWS です!きゃあー!~

はい、手越です!
増田です!
HAHA.
あたしたちはとても軟式野球がすきです~
いつも一緒に頑張るですよ!
あたしとシアラちゃん~
初めてのBaking!
これはあたしたちの朝ごはんね、ジエインちゃん~
すごいうまい!!!!!!!!!
おいち。XD
さつき-お!
増田さんとあたしのラブストリか。きゃあ~

かわいいカップケーキでしょう~色はとても晴れ晴れよね!^^
虹の色!


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Saturday, October 2, 2010


01/10/2010 shangri-la.
first and last time doing banquet unless the pay's $8/hour.
i mean it.
LOL.
JUST NOW WORK.
sam's so cute!
LOL!!!!!
enqi get a hold on yourself.
tsktsk.
LOL.
ok.
tml jap class!!! then..
CHERYL GAN!!!!!!!!!!! AHAHA. hope she's feeling better to party! ^O^


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Friday, October 1, 2010


okay before i conk out and die,
shall do a brief summary of the following things that has happened(or are going to).
(Y)

wed, softball.
thurs, work(night).
fri, softball+faro thingy+shangri-la work.
sat, work(night).
sun, morning jap class, night time cheryl coming over to stay!!!!!!!!!!! omg excited.
mon, morning bake bake bake, night time go jcc bonding camp.
tues, afternoon return from camp, night time bake buns w leon guok at cc.
wed, softball.
thurs, maybe work? maybe. at dinah's sarong. LOL.
fri, softball+acc mira for interview thingy? hmm. tbc.
sat&sun, softball game!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so yeah. wow.

TODAY.
after softball, the triplets had a bathe together.
HAHAHAHA
same place different cubicle la zz. LOL.
me & dinah intended to leave by 245, but ended leaving at 330. (Y) best.
LOL
cabbbed down to sarong.
on cab, me and dinah kept yawning while talking, mira engrossed w her ITOUCH.
ACTION. BOTH ACTION.
HAHA.
then, we went to sarong for interview. me. duno will get not, but can sense they need people. lol!
after that, hurried to MACDONALDS to eat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
awesome moments.
LOL.
me: "we better leave now!!!!!!!" *continues picking up fries to eat.
after 10 mins.
all 3 of us: *eating fries.
me: "fries like nice uh???? HAHA!!!!!!!"

in the end.
me, 1 hour late for work,
dinah half an hour.
BEST BODOH US!
but poor mira had to rush w us. =(
WE WILL HAVE A PROPER MEAL TOGETHER SOON OKAYS! ^U^
shangri-la banquet thingy.
It WAS WILD RICE's 10TH BIRTHDAY!
cool much man.
my own personal opinion,
when the doors were opened to let the guests in,
me: "O_O LOL"
got pole dancers siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. damn sexy....
it was the RED HOT CHILLI PADI BALL.
LOL.
but, one word,
SEXY. I APPROVE.
and it really is.. the best D&D that ive ever seen!!!!!!!!
vvv creative. (Y)
OH. NEW FRIENDS!
MAEGALA & BENJAMIN (SP, ENGINEERING W BUSINESS, YEAR02) !!!!!!!!
COOL. and. HAD 2 HOUR INCENTIVE!
but cuz i late, become 1 hour. oh wells.
~~~


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