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Friday, December 5, 2008

i had a dream just now. (NOT PEEING IN MY PANTS AGAIN. zzz. lol.)
it was a rewind in time.
when my ahma was still alive.
me: "dont use your hands leh!" "zzzzz"
ahma: "oh sorry sorry.."
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i can't really remember the words we exchanged.
but it was a mixture of hokkien&english.
i dont detest her, had a fairly well relationship with her. in the dream.
that's what makes me sad.
i woke up with tears.
i admit, this dream is totally the opposite of how we were in reality.
ahma, im sorry.