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Friday, January 8, 2010
okay. i really have to whine. soukon epi 6...... subber is taking really long. :( i know they're busy!! i know. its just myself. lol! its like i check their web almost every single minute. T_T im losing my sanity!!!!!! D:>!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! alright. thats part one. if someone is born pretty and gets a huge load of unwanted attention, its not her fault right? But why most girls end up hating her. Do I really know her? I think she isnt someone who fancies all these attention. Am I starting to dislike her? Am I jealous? But, what for? Everyone is a different individual, each unique in his/her own way. All of us have different paths in life to walk. As long as Im happy with myself, Im okay. Correct? I have to admit it, but she isnt some one whom I would share my problems with. Some one who really understands me.. Is it really that difficult to find? A friend will do. Just some one.. Some one who would know what Im feeling just by, a single frown, a slight smile, a soft sigh, my unique habits, my usual looking at the sky.. Some one, who knows, who understands. Do I feel inferior when Im with her? I hate to admit it, yes I do. Some times I really hoped she'd shut up, because her usual antics could really get on my nerves. I have to find myself.. Who I am. It all starts on Monday. The embarking on a new journey, minna. So what if i dont have any one? Ta-chan doesnt have a girlfriend too. LOL! yet he's still doing his best in everything he's involved in, trying his best to smile, his best smile. :3 that was part two. Tomorrow. A busy day. 1. Change hamster hay, interaction time with my dear Hoshi-kun!!~ 2. Ziza's birthday prezzzzzzzzzz. 3. Buy plain yoghurt(FAT FREE!),fruits,vegs to create saladdd. 4. EVENING RUNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^^ end of part 3. i hate to lose. but when it comes to relationships, i rather be at the losing end. ganbatte ne. |
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-Mayfish, Dance Drill.
