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Friday, December 10, 2010

wrong person in the wrong situation.
yes, leave it hanging the way it is.
im not gonna care.
not gonna care anymore.
im not gonna mean what i say too.
ah, the contradiction.
no wonder i couldnt sleep at night.
why did this even have to happen.
why couldnt we just lead our own lives happily?
our own seperate lives.
rain rain rain.
fall.
break.
fuck it.

i know im using shangrila as an opportunity to escape.
escapism is despicable behavior.. i know.
but what to do?
okay la...
if heaven want me to think, send me away.
if heaven want me to just dont escape,
let me stay.
so yah. dont think so much liao. leave it up to fate liao.

10122010, the second monthsary with dear dear was AWEEEEEEEEESOME.
screaming in the arcade,
shooting dead people, big fat mutated worms who jump at you,
snatching balls from each other,
failing at DDR(*points to deardear),
and lastly,
taking neoprints using this reeeeaaally old machine which still has the date set in 2002.
HAHA. oh, not forgetting, the fondue. KYA.
saranghae.
daijoubu!! akiramenai de!! hehe. ^_^