-Mayfish, Dance Drill.

Saturday, March 26, 2011




この笑顔は覚えてね!
夢は多きく~
*clapclap


leon is making me smile stupidly to myself infront of the lappy!
HAHA


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Friday, March 25, 2011


I'm still not sure..
Treasure before you lose.
心がちょっと感じるん。。。
なぜか。
信じてから?????
(`_´)ゞ


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Thursday, March 24, 2011


If u have to convince urself to believe,
It means u dun really believe.
Simple.
Have been eating vegs and tofu..
Craving for dubu again! O.o


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Wednesday, March 23, 2011


If one day I stop smiling, alyah dinah, please remind me it's time to leave.
I don't want to lose myself.
I just realized.. Dear's the one who has been through the majority of ups n downs in year01 w me.
1人じゃない!
2人一緒に、笑えるだけ!(^-^)/
Why can't I seem to believe in him?
Guess the quote which dear retweeted says it all.
I should still be the self centered me towards issues like that..
But it's tiring to pretend.
Enqi u know it.
Don't lose it.


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Monday, March 21, 2011



why the face like same same only!


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Friday, March 18, 2011


sayang the big black king.
dear's sayang so sexy. xoxo.

me and dear saw this otw our home. Xp

sayang, no four leaf clover, yellow flowers can la hor.

they were so bright..

this makes me happie.

idk why, dont ask me why.

it just reminds me of home. -.- idk why.

LOL.



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Take a moment to thank whomever or whatever deserves credit for your recent happiness. Showing your emotions now is a sign of strength, and it'll bring even more good stuff your way.
Compatibility: Pisces
Mood: Grateful
Lucky Color: Orchid

cool or wad! i was gonna do this now! LOL. before i even looked at the horoscope thingy!
seriously.. someone wise is giving me advice in the form of notifications..

SO. here goes!
my hosehs,
my millians,
dear dear,
and kareshi-kun~
who else.
AH.
leon, kim, sue, sharon pow, sharon lim xf, joleen, peitian, shiyun, justina,
aunty annie from andersens, jie ying, jessica, shalyn, who else ah..
i guess, anyone who knows me..
thank you for creating memories with me! ^^
without anyone of you,
my life might have been different..
だから!
i am thankful for everyone's presence in my life!
皆!
本当にありがとう! \^O^/


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Thursday, March 17, 2011





i seriously thinner in the past.
zz.
cb.


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So you can move to another town
Hide where you're sure you wont be found
But its still just you on the inside
You can't pretend it'll be alright
Said it to yourself but you know its just a lie
Cause its still just you on the inside


Still the same old you on the inside.
Why pretend?
You'll get tired someday.
You cant keep up with an act your whole life.

i wonder why,
whenever things go wrong,
everyone wants to leave.
leave this town.
yea, you leave all your sorrows behind,
arrive at a new town,
new life,
new beginnings.
but...
when things go wrong again,
are you going to leave,
again?

-enqi's midnight random thoughts. xoxo.
jyaa, oyuyamassumi.
tomorrow its my virgin baking with dear dear.
keke.


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Wednesday, March 16, 2011


naito:
"as expected, she is late again"
"i like everything about u, when u sleep w ur mouth open, when u are sad, when u are angry, everything!"
"strive on w confidence, go and realise ur dreams!! dont cry, smile! ur smile brings happiness to everyone!"

riiko:
"i'm alright! knight told me to smile! ^^"

sincerity melts the hardest rocks..
smiles are really important!!

笑顔は宝ものな。。
大切。


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増田さん!
どうしたの~
なぜ、あなたはとてもかわいいん!
><


Kyou!
Me and dear dear keep "fighting".
The "<3 :) haha" msg that she sent after she alighted at j.e......
i speechless.
today super couple-ish la!
LOL.
but..
eh alyah dinah,
im sorry for always initiating break ups,
but u do know i never mean it right!!!!!!!!
i
cannot
lose
you.
we still have a future we wanna work towards to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLEASE DONT FORGET YOUR "I DO"
Xp!!
keke.
daisuki na~

*shingggggg!
dont hesitate, else u'll die.
LOL.
im glad i found u.
really.
hontou desu.
^^v


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Tuesday, March 15, 2011



the eye big big polaroid our face like want to kena slap sia. HAHA

dear dear and darling.
keke.


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massu im praying for you too! 気をつけて! onegai!
tokyo. radiation. girl isolated from her furry buddy.
=\




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Thursday, March 10, 2011


do i not know how to face up to my own feelings honestly?
have i always been running away, unknowingly?
:O


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dont give up,
and u'll find the answer.
as long as u keep trying,
it'll work out!

but life..
._.
if it wasnt meant to be,
why does life have to raise ur hopes and then let ur efforts all come to naught.
どうしたの?


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being adamant in what you think is right..
people may see this as being stubborn..


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sexy pe.
the best thing that happened today. keke.
fierce seh sayang.
as usual, fat faces. AHAHAHA Xp
yellow and purple compliment! ^O^
HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY DEAR~

if you arent honest with yourself,
you may lose something dear to you.

when fondness becomes detestation,
it'll be tragic.


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Wednesday, March 9, 2011


They say that good guys
Usually don’t come in first
Good girls fall for bad guys
But with us it’s reverse
Not your average love song
Between you and me
The way the story unfolds
Defies gravity

Don’t have to put on my makeup
I can leave out my contacts
Don’t have to dress up for you
To think I’m beautiful
If I have a moody day
I don’t have to act like I’m okay
I’m overdramatic
And you know how to handle it
Act natural, be emotional
Show my insecurities
And I love the way you love me
For who I am underneath
(Who I am underneath)

They say guys keep conversation
Short and sweet
And girls can talk for hours
Till they put you to sleep
But you’re the one who
Checks up on me throughout the day
You stay on the phone
Even if there’s nothing to say

Most guys that I know
Like to go out at night
But you leave that to me
Cause you’re not that type
And we don’t need
To do anything special to be happy
We got what we need
Make each other complete


dont waste another day,
dont waste another minute~
stop standing there~


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Tokyo Fashion
Life is about laughing and living.. in good times and bad times... getting through whatever comes our way... and looking back with a smile... =)


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Tuesday, March 8, 2011


Someone who smiles with me.
Someone who laughs with me.
Someone who cries with me.
Someone who understands me.
Someone who knows me without much talk.
Someone who trusts me.
Someone who tries.
Someone who can guide me along in life.
Someone who's a fighter.
Someone who doesn't give up easily.
Someone there.
Someone I'll be there for.
Someone I'll protect.
Someone I believe in.
Someone I'll work hard with.

Have u found that someone, somewhere in ur life?
Well, that someone will appear soon.
Cause all of us deserves someone like that.
^^


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this picture.. LOL. aisyah this picture is so random.
and the way im posing....... LOL. *speechless.
wad to do? how to not smile with someone so nice like that.


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if only ure here.
君の顔が見たいん。
とてもほしい。。。
why do we only learn to treasure after we have lost something.
why must it be this way.

irritated.


jialat.
no mood already.
-.-
someone or something make me happy.
please.
maybe crying will help?
haha.



ah. injections.
ah.
ah.
ah.
fark..


ah. tired.


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I may just be an option.
But hey,
Isnt life kinda like that?
Making use of one another in a way or another..
Just that we keep mum about our inner thoughts,
That's all.
It depends on how u look at it I guess.


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Monday, March 7, 2011


ユウイチ君(? ごめん>< あなたの名前は忘れた。。。)の笑顔はとてもかっこいい!
ユウイチ君、もっともっと笑ってね!
お疲れ様でした皆~

Group 8 A!
はい!チーズ~
今日の気持ちは嬉しい~
おきなわの学生は、皆さんとてもかわいい!^^
面白かったん~
sometimes i just want to piss everyone off and shut off i dont know why.
i must be feeling too tired.
気分が悪い。






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Sunday, March 6, 2011









nah moley tan.
ur face is on my bloggggggggggggggggieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
happy not.
and. omg massu looks so yummy in that picture.
totemo kakkoi massu-chan!!!!!! ^^
tomorrow. keke.




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Saturday, March 5, 2011



what i was doing today.
cleaning my room.
with a mask on.
kept sneezing.
too dusty!
D:


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Wednesday, March 2, 2011



its a big big world out there that we should see!
Enqi is hopeful for her future.
皆さん!一緒に頑張ってね!^^


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Enqi say annyeong.
Just like what aunty said~
one day.
one month.
one year.
how long more?
u created it,
u should settle it.
face everything courageously with a smile.
even if the other person cant.
you smile.
you live up to your own expectations.

はい!^^


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Tuesday, March 1, 2011


i want the pastries that i bake to have a taste that makes people smile!!
^^
happiness is one of the main ingredients!


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emotional turmoil.
cognitive dissonance.
ahahaha.
to laugh or to cry.
-.-
fuck.


"大切なための彼女ですから。"
how nice to have a robot boyfriend~

信じるから!


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