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Friday, April 29, 2011
 i swear i'll bake a proper rainbow cake someday! with frosting! and decorations! i'll learn how to make cupcake fondant too! by the end of this year. i promise. 約束です！ im amazed at how retarded i can get. rushing thru my shower, rushing thru my cleaning face routine, rushing to on my lappy, just to hear massu's voice on masterhits. LOL. worse, i stick my head so close to my lappy just to hear him more clearly! the apple i was eating, the core was turning brown already, still i refused to move from my lappy. cause, i wanted to listen to his voice. even when i couldnt understand most of what he was saying. ^-^ 大好きな～増田ちゃん～ |
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I've gotta confess. I think I'll really make an unexpected decision regarding my education after poly. LOL. Damn.. I gotta start commiting to one thing man... But if I've not found that something that can make me commit, Why should I settle for less? (⌒▽⌒) |
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Face it, we all have issues we would rather face alone. その人は。。。 |
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Thursday, April 28, 2011
本当にごめんね。 I.. ._. |
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Wednesday, April 27, 2011
  too cute to not be uploaded!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i've lived for 18 years, this is the first time im eating this. so damn cute i tell you. love the person who bought this for me. ^-^ i love today. today really so cute la~ atiqah+velle, jinhan+rury, sharon+jolene, enqi+dinah. hehehehhe. ^^ i happy! |
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Tuesday, April 26, 2011
I need to be inspired! Hm. |
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alyah says: massu and you... like good couple. hahaha enqi says: PLEASE ELABORATE ^^ alyah says: you know last time when you keep fangirling over him.. he so happy. smiley. then you that time also like tht. like really similar lor. i sometimes think massu made you that way. haha yes! i hope massu see's this someday. HAHA. massu-chan ure my best role model =D -If you didn't do this job what would you been doing now? I'd be a baker maybe. I like bread and I love the aura of baker girls. They're all cute and fashionable! Be a baker looks funny! massu HEHEHEHEHEHEEHE. ^^ he likes bread too. =3 |
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will i cry if youre gone? i'll cry if anyone i treasure is gone. but i'll definitely learn to pick myself up. cause i know i can! cause i believe! HAHA. okay im weird~ |
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enqi says: IDK LOL well.. by the end of year 2 right, ask me again. i may have a clearer idea. i want to get my answer before i step into year03. alyah says: can ah~ for now, you just go with the flow. youll find your answer soon (: enqi says: year2 is a journey of exploring the different options! free n easy deshou~ yupppp! alyah says: hahah enqi says: ^_^ alyah says: that was suppose to be in year 1 the exploration. enqi says: =_= year1 still young. alyah says: you abit lag ah. hahahah enqi says: dreams change along the years~ ((: passion is the one that will get you settled down finally. dont rush perfection. this says it all, wads on my mind recently. and nothing else. ha. |
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Monday, April 25, 2011
 :) sharon & jolene. atiqah & velle. enqi & dinah. ^^ today's training was reaaaally cute! i have a good feeling about the girls. jinhan & rury(okay i forgot how to spell Dx) were v friendly oso lei! i happy. hehe. haaaaaa~ i swear i come to school for softball trainings during mondays. totally no mood go class one. ha! |
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Sunday, April 24, 2011
 We all have our own life to pursue, our own kind of dream to be weaving. And we all have some power to make wishes come true, as long as we keep believing. Even after all this time, the Sun never says to the Earth, “You owe me.” Look what happens with a love like that. It lights the whole sky. Forget failure. If things don’t work out the way you want, hold your head up high and be proud. And try again. And again. And again! Sometimes,’ said Pooh, ‘the smallest things take up the most room in your heart. awesome stuff i found on quote book. |
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time to stop this stupid endless cycle of redundant thoughts. time to stop focusing on stupid trival matters. it doesnt really matter much isnt it! 10 years down the road, i'll be looking back and saying, gosh, how much time have i wasted on this! life's reeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaally short. 10 years ago, i was 9. where was i? 10 years down the road im here. another 10 years down the road, where will i be looking back from? i sure hope its the life ive planned for myself. =] 29 years old. fast... i want my remaining years in poly to be only full of smiles. so no matter what happens, its okay to sigh once in a while, everyone gets tired somewhere along this journey towards being an adult, but dont forget to smile! Smile, cause you're alive, cause you're able to see your friends, your world; every little joy that your sight can bring you. Remember the little girl that passed by you on her bicycle? It was raining heavily that day.. She was drenched, but she wore a smile so bright. i will smile. make everyone smile! they deserve it. [= |
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me: i shitting lei. i will be sitting here for awhile. alyah: me too. me: u shitting oso? alyah: no ah. me: then? alyah: i jus wanna sit here longer. (WE WERE IN THE TOILET. SIDE-SIDE CUBICLES.) HAHAHA CUTEST CONVO IVE EVER HAD IN A TOILET. oh before we left the toilet, she said, smelly sia. HAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHA LOVED TODAY. SUNDAYS W ALYAH. are better than tuesdays w morrie. LOL fark that was damn idiotic -.- bo peep! |
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Saturday, April 23, 2011
tadaima and okaeri are very simple words that can warm my heart i realized. <=] |
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Sometimes I wonder if you're delusional. O_o Kai xin jiu hao la hor. Think so much for wad. Overthinking leads to -ve thoughts. Heh. Blue bird by kobukuro is nice! |
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 he's a nice guy. (: |
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Thursday, April 21, 2011
Don't give others names if u dun like to be given one too stupid. Suddenly I miss lionel's happy laughter. Lol. |
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Our own life perspective is very different from the others. Why I feeling so irritated cb. Haha. I need find peace Liao. |
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Sometimes I wished u could read my mind. When you have to pretend like you're not affected by it, thats when the pain sets in. Everyone wants someone there, to listen to them. But we're all just too selfish to spare any time. Just too selfish. But I shouldn't trouble anyone with my nonsense right. Everyone already has more than enough to handle in life. Why bother them. Digest and drown in your own thoughts loser. I want to change my perspective, think of it from another way, why am I so weak. Sometimes I wished I was stronger. You're tired, I'm tired, we're all tired. You you you you you, me me me me me. Hide the disappointment enqi. Life has always been like that remember. |
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Monday, April 18, 2011
Tika: but she thinner than me ah.. Haizzzz Me: I know how that feels ~_~ Tika: but we have bigger boobs *wink wink ^^ me: HAHA IKR *hi^5 back! Most memorable convo of day1. Okay now it's day2. At this timing I'm supposed to be in school for first lesson! But I Overslept. Tika that ass told me to tell her something new. LOL that made me reflect. Damn. Okay next lesson @ 3. Today's weather sho good!!!!!!! ♪───Ｏ（≧∇≦）Ｏ────♪ |
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Sunday, April 17, 2011
People change. Will the day come when i say, I used to think that the bread I baked smelt good, But now I think it's a real hassle to bake. To be honest, Deep down, I'm afraid. Just that I don't say it. Well even if I do, Will anyone listen? In such a busy world now, Will anyone still stop and listen? We chose the paths we're on now. It's all about choices.. |
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Friday, April 15, 2011
alyah says: heheh if everythings works out fine, itll reallly be like a dream come true. enqi says: yes..... imagine 10 years down the road. both of us, standing outside our cafe. looking at the signboard. then we look at each other. then *wink gun pose. (im getting goosebumps! and smiling super stupidly to myself lei! LOL) i listening to lao po by s.h.e LOL gossshhh alyah says: omgomg! totlly can imagine that! got opening ceremony. then by that time, our friends those businessman kind. and htey send us bouquet of flowers wahhhh enqi says: omg. keke. my face now -> LOL vvv typical drama scene right!!!!!!! alyah says: very! enqi says: we must make it happen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! alyah says: yes! enqi says: omg. i want sia..... i want i want i want!! alyah says: must go through this obstacle and let our dreams come true *hands out enqi says: *grabs ur hand ikuzo! alyah says: :$ YOSHH! enqi says: u jus made me choke. HAHA THAT FACE! HAHAHA yossssshaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!! alyah says: im all fired up. but.... it suddenly seem so far enqi says: doushite~ alyah says: hahaah enqi says: yes la. alyah says: back to reality sudden realization. no matter what happens, never give up what you love for money. it is the initial passion that will get you through any tough times. the passion. just by dreaming about what could happen in the future gets us so excited! all the more we shouldnt give up! dreams change along the way, yes im aware of that, no one knows what may happen in the future, but at this moment, i know this is what i would love to see in our future! ^^ |
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on wednesday suddenly dear asked me what is my dream. i wanted to be a vet. since young. even after i knew i would be pursuing a different course of study in poly, i still considered the option of maybe pursuing medicine during my stay in the uni. then again.. now that i have spent 1 year in dadp, went on a osl trip, met the kids there.............................. i have a feeling my dreams are headed in another direction. child psychology & baking. apparently these are the stuffs that i am interested in. why child psychology? with proper education & guidance, children can grow up to become wonderful adults. the world will be a better place. maybe i'll take up an additional diploma in early childhood education or something. who knows~ why baking? i bake because i want to make people happy. and of course when people are happy, im happy! happiness must be one of the main ingredients in the pastries i churn out. hee. and of course... japanese! i must not give up! i started out on a +ve note, i must not end it on a -ve note. definitely..... on a side note, my guitar. i will pick it up again. leonard kinda inspired me. heh. someday... but not now. too many things on hand. after poly? i really dont know. but i will return to it. i will pick it up again. guess that's really all in my life? oh of course, exercising & improving my gpa are still on my list. together w working and shopping! that is really all in my life. LOL. sounds little...... but its already alot for me to handle~ hmmmmmmmmm. strangely, im looking forward to another upcoming osl trip! ^^ jyaaaaaa~ gotta get started on japanese revision! |
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 i miss the osl family. but we're meeting on Monday~ lunch. hee. im happy i went on this trip and not backed out.. i thought of backing out. i did. but oh wells. ^_^ |
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Monday, April 11, 2011
 this is so nice i cannot help but upload it. ^^ |
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live a life without mirrors. =] |
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 we were lost in paradise. ^^  contemplating about life. i realized no one took a shot of the night sky filled with stars! D= SO. YAR. im back in singapore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i miss the village. ._. i miss brushing teeth while looking at the snow capped mountains! now all i see is my own reflection. -_- i miss exhaling and seeing smoke come out from my mouth. LOL. i miss the slow pace of life. most importantly, i miss the smiles. Welcome back to reality! I’m sure you miss the cold climate and mountain views as much as I do... not to mention the yaks, pigs and smiling Tibetans breezing past as you brush your teeth in the morning. - the email from mr norman. LOL i guess its time to start again! op shangrila was a nice preparation for the new semester. i realized things i would never have realized. i grew stronger mentally. alot more stronger. i listened, i saw, i felt, i learnt. hello singapore, im home. =] 回家了， 回到最初的美好。 在村子里，仿佛时间也暂停了。 珍惜一切， 就算没有拥有。^^ 不要这么容易就想放弃！ 让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义！ 大切ね！ the mouth is poison, the hands are gold. -sonnam. heh. |
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 my kid in ringha nursery! grow up strong, happy and healthy girl! ^^  nicest jumpshot!  my lying on some random log, lost in paradise. (Y)  wilna was damn irritating during the trip. <3 love the simpleness of this picture.  group c! zay linn, enqi and da ge. LOL  highly irritating this shot! thanks to leonard. HAHA.  hot spring was . . .shall not say more.. highly not recommended to go. srsly. -.-  me and aunty shi min lepaking. the clouds that day.. (Y)it made me realize that change is really constant, therefore, dont worry too much. ^_^  at the same place where me and shi min were lepaking~  me & pearlyn de room in Li Jiang!  sasuga, our thinking same, lifestyle oso same.she's the best roommate. HAHA!! <3  phase 3. notice the skin color. HAHA  phase 2. phase 1. they randomly put the headgear on me! HAHA so i jus smiled while the lights flashed. XD smiles and hand gestures overcomed the language barrier. :] yak meeting session!! OP Shangri-la OSL 2011 ! ^^  3 person holding wok, uncle liang yuan making hokkien mee. LOL ironic. i saved this pict as scenic view, but got our poncho there. HAHA chinese association buddies! these were my lunch and dinner buddies throughout the trip. [; 8am breakfast everyday!and. i see the dog torturer. -.- we had "babas" and porridge, and a-du shifu's egg+tomato! :'] xie xie shifu!!!!!!!!! only pictures i didnt upload was the trek.. i think.. memorable moments from the trek: me and pearlyn chionging for the makeshift toilet once it was bright outside cause we were too scared to go out at night, dzafir telling me to "dont give up! you're stronger than you think!" and, i kept repeating that sentence to myself for the next few tough paths, and guess what, i managed! >='D lastly, truth or dare in our tent. LOL. we had truth and dare during our stay in the hotel in lijiang as well, and during the stay in little banyan too~ AH. the momos we had were awesome as well. china: jiao zi. japan: gyoza. tibet: momo. cute pe. OH. BANYAN TREE AND LITTLE BANYAN TREE. (Y) (Y) (Y) i love bubble baths!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! me and pearlyn roomed together during little banyan too. (our room oso v messy la hor hehe) the bed was so fucking comfy cause there was the bed warmer. sobsob. LOL. our room in lijiang, just nice suay suay the warmer spoil. ccb. SO YARRRRRRRRR. AHAHAHA. kids were cute, stays were awesome, people (in village! city area.. sigh. big contrast when we said tashidalek.. ~_~) were friendly, shopping for presents were fun, experience gained were valuable, toilets were built, everyone were happy. anyway.. dear black puppy that i carried, cradled like a baby and kissed u on ur nose before knowing that u might have a disease thats spreadable, please grow up strong and healthy!!!!!!!!!!! guess thats all about the trip?? oh.. there werent any mirrors around during that 2 weeks. mirrors reflect the ugly self. LOL. sudden realization. mirrors help us keep up with appearances, maybe with selves that are not us. wow. more sudden realizations. okay. next post, contemplating about life. -dzafir. HAHA. |
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Saturday, April 9, 2011
i have so much more to do in life. :] |
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