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Friday, August 26, 2011

I chose not to sleep in my room because my thoughts run wild after I off the lights.

Still a litle not over the fact about choices.
If I didn't find out.
How long would this have went on for?
The thought of it is already plain disgusting and disturbing.

Everyone's wearing a mask in this world I suppose.
Everyone is.
It's only to how much of an extent they are.
Yuck.

You chose to stop it,
But who knows when it'll happen again?
Why should I put myself at the risk of such episodes again?
So from now on,
Do whatever you want.

Sure I will smile and be happy,
But inside it's no longer the same.
I'm certain.
Too bad.