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Thursday, April 29, 2010
thanks.. really! :'] |
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Wednesday, April 28, 2010
it has been a long time since ive enjoyed a bus ride home. i'll do just that tomorrow. yes i will. i miss the personal time i had. i miss everything about home. omg, im not an introvert. thats too extreme........ :( |
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Monday, April 26, 2010
so........ tomorrow will be the second weeeek. and. oh! im actually thankful i left before dinner during the class outing just now. ahahaha. met songhui on the way home. i noticed him when the train was stopping at jurong east. we had a little chat............... ano.................. yup! ^_^ okay. tired. bye. |
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Saturday, April 24, 2010
eat yoghurt, bathe, compile lecture notes. &eat med. |
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Thursday, April 22, 2010
one word. sweet! ... i really duno what to say. DADP people all got good haato. kyaaaa. X] really.. thanks minna-san.. |
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i think you're weird. you think im weird. what's the real definition of normal anyway? but it's okay. i have to learn.. somehow. i will learn. yup! enqi, don't feel scared cause of that C6. cmon! it's just a grade. you can survive CRS! don't worry. you know you can do it. you know you're as tough as a cookie. teeheex. |
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i think... vanessa, amanda, aisyah, artika, aqilah, cheryl, elim, camillia are nice people. ^_^ i love these girls.... i have not really talked to kimberley, alissa and suehailah........ but i think they are nice girls too. kekex. SO! this summarises my first week in DADP. i know there will be more good days ahead. i know. okay. my head's spinning already. bye. |
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Wednesday, April 21, 2010
someone not even from my class. just a simple comment actually made me smile. i gotta be more strong. STOP CRUMBLING LIKE A VULNERABLE COOKIE ENQI! >:(! at least I still have Macy. ^_^ and. Jie Ying. AHAHAAH! it's nice to know that someone cares. my mother......... =.= nevermind. i really dont know what to say. god bless. |
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Tuesday, April 20, 2010
 it's my wallpaper for my handphone. it just gives me confidence to keep going no matter what happens. happy days are ahead. hang in there! "du hao shu jiu hao le..qi ta de bu yong guan tai duo!" yess..... what's the point in having so many friends when none of them are going to stand by you when you need help? ahaha. sad truth. no one is indispensable, life still goes on no matter what. im just glad to have made really awesome buddies during my 5 years.. appreciated.. this time round.. it's only 3 years.. can de.. jieying: we're all trying to adapt fast, but we're not really that good at it after all. I hate this constipated me. I feel relieved when I see familiar faces I once shared a common story with, and more stories to come in the future! (L) ^_^ It's the regular meetings and laughter we have that keeps me sane. lol.. just 3 days since poly started and all these thoughts. this is kinda depressing. :( yes, i have not smiled like i did in the picture for a long long time.. my classmates are fine.. but it just feels like something is missing. im not liking this feeling. :( |
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feeling sick. damn.. i hate this. -.- feel so weak..... i feel so constipated nowadays. sometimes you just wanna keep quiet and everyone starts asking, "what happened? what happened? are you okay?" =.= okay. english is coming back to haunt me. to be honest, i am afraid. i really am. but whatever. i know im tough. lol. well, 3 times leh, what you expect? ahahaha. its time for proper english. yes. ganbatte ne.. :( i miss my secondary school buddies. i really do....... It's the regular meetings and laughter we have that keeps my sanity in place. we just met last night, but i am actually missing you guys today! feels like i have not been seeing you guys since o's ended. lol........ |
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Saturday, April 17, 2010
what if the words, "sorry" and "thanks" never existed? i love tegomass. |
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Friday, April 16, 2010
ふたり一緒に 笑えるだけで確かな奇跡だね.. found this verse sung by Masuda-kun really nice.. :'3 I don't like having butterflies in my tummy.. I'm all on my own from now on. No one to depend on in school. I'll miss those times. Definitely. It's time to be independant. True uh. I come alone, I got to go alone in the end too. I'm really liking Anata Ga Tonari Ni Iru Dake De. (L) Sat&Sun will be the last few days left for me to sort out my thinking. Must. Really. Think. |
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Thursday, April 15, 2010
i'm living a pretence. yes i am. i sincerely hope things get better.. onegai... :( why am i fucking feeling jealous. why am i fucking caring about someone i dont even know about. why am i fucking wasting my time thinking about him. why am i fucking letting him take up space in my brain. why am i fucking hell doing this. i fucking dont understand. fuck. lol. feels so good to type out vulgarities, even better to say them. LOL! |
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Thursday, April 8, 2010
tomorrow going swimming. if im gonna sleep late tonight, i'll tan first before i swim. tan for like............ an hour. while sleeping. LOL................ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ funny how whenever i start typing, i forget what i wanna blog about. ahaha. im scared. really.. JA! o levels were much more scarier, i survived it! sec1 orientation was too! i survived it, too! i think.. just, be yourself. no need to put on an act. :)! i believe i am no longer the Enqi I was in sec1. -.- ahaha. |
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Wednesday, April 7, 2010
 AHAHAHAHA. okay. supper isnt healthy, but im eating yoghurt+cereal. is that considered healthy? AT 12:45AM. hm. well well. I swam and ran today. YAY. Im looking like a baby tomato now. LOL! Hie Im Enqi. Im a tomato. LOL WTF. p.s: thanks shihui! for teaching me how to Fn + Prt Sc! vincent, -..-! LOL. |
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Sunday, April 4, 2010
was looking at Aput's school pictures on fb a moment ago. she's in shatec. she looked real happy. i guess.. cause she's doing something she likes. (^_^) ureshii ne!~ okay. another one of my thoughtful moments. looking at her being so happy while in school.. while i be like her, in my current Drama&Psychology? Wakarimasen ne.. . _ . If i was in Vet Technology / Vet Bioscience.. well i could really confidently say that, "I will definitely be happy! XD!" maybe.. its because i know what i'll be doing, where i'll be headed to. drama&psy.. all i know, for now, is that, i'll be acting and studying the human mind. it'll be tanoshii, shikashi... UWAA!!!!!!!~ T_______________________________T wakarimasen wakarimasen wakarimasen. oh, the letter of notification about my appealing to S64 came yesterday. i didnt make it through. shoujiki, when i was peeling the edges of the letter, i somehow knew what was the outcome already. i didnt feel too sad. maybe i knew i would be happy with my S43. < = ). FULL STOP. i never wanna talk about this again le. no more regrets, S43, HERE I COME!!!!!!!! (^_^) |
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Saturday, April 3, 2010
i just had to do this before i went for an hour of Japanese revision. 03/04/2010 My Ahyi's birthday! Okay. So, I wanted to get her son to come to JP with me to go decorate a cakey for her. Then! On the phone, Me: wanna go JP? Ryan: Dont want, I just came home not long.. Me: Make a cake for your Mummy. Want? Ryan: Make a cake for my mummy? (NOTE: he said this OUT LOUD) okay. so, it goes on. We went to JP. the cake he decorated.... in my point of view, one word. HORRIBLE! it was well written all over my face during the whole time we were there. it was the worst cake i've ever seen in my life. seriously. i dont ever wanna receive such a cake! T_T so.. we went home. I was expecting my ahyi to go: "AIYO! SO UGLY!!!!~~~~ " shikashi, she didnt. instead, she was very happy. she loved it. she found the cake cute. my cousin's P3. im a year 1 in poly. had i set my expectations too high? as the person was helping me pack the cake, i walked around the store. there were dozens of kids today! GOD. T_T lol. most of them looked younger than my cousin, and their cakes.... looked the same as my cousin's. ....... however. their parents... none of them were frowning. instead, they were all smiles! one family even got the lady to help take a family picture. at that instant... I understood! A parent's love for a child, crosses all boundaries, unknowingly. I'm really ashamed at myself today. I'll change the way I think. Definitely. i guess.. unknowingly, i've become a person who only minds about the eventual outcome, and not the process of getting there! i should take slower steps and take a look at the scenery sometime too.. Sorry, Ryan. Your mummy didnt comment about the cake, instead.. she appreciated it. yes. i guess................. all adults think differently. they tend to not see the minor details uh. p.s: even my mom said it was ugly, in front of my cous's face! >_ JA! oyasumi. |
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Friday, April 2, 2010
tomorrow, revise my japanese. no, i'll do it before i sleep. yossh! for masuda-kun. ^_^ AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! tomorrow. PAY $8!!!!!!!! BRING PHONE FOR REPAIRING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVENING RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CALL PRISTINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG. I GETTING SENILE. . ______ . |
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Thursday, April 1, 2010
i really miss those days.... when i could get to meet you guys like 6days/week. but i guess its impossible.. that warm feeling.. knowing every single one of us had a common goal.. i liked it.. i miss it so much. well.. all of us have different paths to walk in this life ne? |
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