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Saturday, July 31, 2010
    DOGGIE CAKE. hosehs tell me, $126, customised one lei~~~~ i totally fell for it. wtf. cnt believe i even teared. __ LOL. i still asked why was the ribbon in pink when my bobo was a boy. TURNED OUT IT WAS FROM ICING ROOM. ZZ CHEAT MY FEELINGS. BUT. IT WAS STILL A CAKE SPECIALLY FOR MEEEEEE. IT REMINDED ME OF MY SPECIAL LIL FRIEND IN HEAVEN.. :'] ARIGATOU YO. NEW CAGE FOR MY HAMSTER! my bd prez for him. ^^ AND. THANK YOU ICING ROOM! FOR KEEPING MY BROWNIEXZXZXXZX! me: want go icing room ask? :S venus: just ask lor!!!!!!!! =] (sometimes, u jus gotta open ur mouth & askkkkk ^_^) me: did u see a yellow bag, 2 days back? manager from icing room: wad's in the bag? (her face like asking me quiz liddat. LOL) me: brownies, cards.. manager: *smirk, turns around to retrieve something. me: OMG! *JUMPS (YES I JUMPED), ITS HERE?! OMG!!!!!!!! VENUS!!!! OMG OMG!!!!! venus: STOP SCREAMING ITS EMBARRASSING! LOL manager: *hands me the bag. me: OMG!!!!!!!!!! VENUS I V HAPPY! *STARTS SMSING TO SPREAD THE GOOD NEWS. should have seen the smile on my face when i was carrying the F21 bag... my face -> *BEAMING LOL!!!!! AWESOME SHIAT. ohhhhhh. i polished off ALL the brownies before i took a nap, and i dreamt that i vomitted my food out. LOL. WTF. and it felt so badddddddddddd. now my tummy bloated. nb. LOL. |
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Thursday, July 29, 2010
      1. 01's nutella polar cakey is loved. cake smashing was fun too. heard Vanessa planned it? Thanks Van!! ^_^ heard Jeremy picked the nutella cakey? Thanks!! ^^ 2. My Milians' trying to smile like me shot, but epic fail, they had cramps in their face after that. 3. Jia Xin trying to take advantage of me. :( HAHA 4. me & anime guy. 5. at Icing Room, i making Jie Ying's birthday cakey. i had fun squeezing cream into leon's mouth. we got so excitied when we didnt get caught. i wanted to squeeze more inside, but leon resisted. :( 6. Jie Ying's cakey! lucky didnt screw up tego's soccer ball. LOL ~ Hsih Hwa gave me a v random call. me: helllo? hh: today what day? me: um, thursday? hh: what date? me: ... -.- hh: ur birthday hor? me: mai lame lei. LOL ~~~~~~~~~~ SO! my birthday, ended w bervyn trying to cheer me up via MSN's webcam, over my loss of my beloved homebaked brownie which i never got to try from Dinah.. :( i lost the prez at marina square!!!!!!! why i so cb blur. fuck. im terribly sorry dinah. :( i wanted to save it till i reach home then i eat....... damn.. sigh....... OH! thank you leon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for being the first one to "witness" the aftermath of my brownie's disappearance. and for the little counselling session on msn to address my loss. me: omg omg omg did i bring my f21 bag home?!?!?!?!?!?! leon: umm.... no. it disappeared when u boarded the mrt. me: ..... leon: DONT CRYYY DONT CRYYYYYYYYYYYYY D: damn cute la the whole convo. he today nv bring key, then cannot go home, so in the end, he was there spending my birthday w me & my Milians. awesome shiat. TO CONCLUDE! I HOPE EVERYONE FINDS THEIR OWN PATH IN LIFE, & BE HAPPY JOURNEYING THROUGH IT. THANK YOU FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES.
BEFORE I END. NUR AZIZAH TOLD ME IVE GROWN CHUBBIER ON MY BIRTHDAY. I WILL NEVER FORGET IT. OUCH. IT HURTS SO BAD. |
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Wednesday, July 28, 2010
 i am an Asian. my name is En Qi. domo~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ oh, today i showed sue,kim,aisyah,artika and aqilah that i could put my finger into my nose! :D yes i am happy. |
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Tuesday, July 27, 2010
 yes, sure, im happy. its so tiring putting on masks.................... be yourself & show the world. its all falling apart. everything else is actually fine... but why is this happening to my family. lol. are they even my family anymore? in a day, exchanging less than 10 sentences. and when i do, it seems like you're not even paying attention. make me feel unwanted, yes sure, go ahead. friends are more like my family. lol. this is the first time im feeling so lousy. I HATE THIS! ........... fuck. make me feel better, someone. things will work itself out, somehow. im too lazy to be bothered, sadly. |
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Sunday, July 25, 2010
you're mine. you're not mine. i forbid you from doing that. i allow you to do that. minna ga daisuki desu. =D drama practioner... theatre-in-education.. japanese... little kids............ hmmm. time to do a little homework. SMILE! ^_^ BELIEVE. oboete kudasai yo. tml morning shall go absorb some sunny sunny sun. please, let there be sunshine. happiness at its purest stage. im tired.. can i lie on your shoulder? someone who can tolerate my shit, willingly listen & willingly share stuffs, laugh & cry with you, has the patience to understand you, knows you inside out. awesome shit. |
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Friday, July 23, 2010
1. Massu ( and i think the other NEWS members, i saw Ryo. O_O LOL ) conversation: (massu was behind me, we were in a room painted w green walls, similar to the one in my house, LOL) me: im a fan of you! a singapore fan of you! (trying to stay calm) massu: isnt it the same, ure still a fan of me? X] *smiles his usual killer smile. (guess he was amused at me repeating the "im a fan of you") LOL. i spoke in jap! then, i wanted to tell massu that i had a friend wa\ho was a big fan of tegoshi, in jap. but.. guess my jap wasnt that good enough yet. i was struggling to get the words outta my mouth.. then my alarm rang. T^T sory jie ying! 2. (TODAY! OMG!) setting: in some auditorium, guess it was TegoMasu's concert! people: TegoMasu & me & their fans ~ TegoMasu's MC part's always loved by fans right. SO! this time.. they were walking up, to find seats to sit beside a lucky fan. TegoMasu approached my area. Cause there was an empty seat beside me; infronta me. Tesshi & Massu were deciding who should sit beside me. i think i patted the chair and said, "Massu-san!! =3" then massu went to sit w the fan infront. :( he's so shy.... LOL. (U) SO! tego sat w me. next! ~ scene: me & tego, in a train. he falling asleep, then going to lean on my shoulder. me: *dodges. *stops him from leaning on me. tego: *wakes up. ehhh?! me: gomen ne.. shikashi, i like the boy in front!*points to Massu. (yes, i spoke in this manner, exact words!) the dream felt so real! i rmb in the dream i was telling everyone about my dream also. IS IT A SIGN?!?!?! IS IT GONNA HAPPEN?!?!?! HAHA! OMG OMG OMG! *EXCITED. OKAY. I WILL GO REVISE MY JAP LIKE FUCKING HARDCORE TONIGHT, AND NOT LET MASSU DOWN! YOSSH! MASSU-SAN, DONT SHY OKAY? LOL. |
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Thursday, July 22, 2010
- ( A ) manda says: why you always so positive one! LOL EDWIN` says: YOU SEEM SO CHEERY ALL THE TIME BUT DEEP DOWN I THINK YOU HAVE YOUR OWN DARK ISSUES LOLOL o.o |
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i'll put all my worries behind, cause i know at the end of the road, everything will turn out fine. Everyone will be waiting there, including you. I believe that there's no lie in that. I trust my instincts. I trust my choices. Smile! Belive! All out! Gather the breeze, Chase the clouds, Catch the sun! YOSSH! >:D |
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Wednesday, July 21, 2010
heaven let me come into this course for a reason. heaven let me meet these bimbos in dadp01 for a reason. (idk wad, but (L)) i'll definitely end up where i want, my life is a sum of the choices i've made anyway. yes i can, yes i will. |
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Monday, July 19, 2010
im 52kg now. O_O AHAHAHAHAHA! binging on food has resulted in the increase in 1kg. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM GONNA DIE! -_- jiaxin: you only got one life, live it! D:< i know i know.. tomorrow swim 20 laps. yossssssh. ENQI! HANG IN THERE! YOU CAN DO IT! SMILE! STAY POSITIVE! HAPPY HAPPY! END OF 3 YEARS, MASSU WILL BE WAITING FOR YOU IN TOKYO. KYAAAA. TEEHEE. |
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Sunday, July 18, 2010
 i am only human. second post w that phrase. wtf is wrong w me. zzzzzz |
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Saturday, July 17, 2010
There's also a part where Tego will blow a kiss at the audience, and Massu will do a backflip @_@. Kimi+Boku=Love Lots of small actions for this song! Massu points to the audience at 'kimi no koto dou omou ka?' (cue kyaaaas) and falls onto the floor at each 'ara'. For both shows, Massu said 'minna no koto tabetai (I want to eat everyone)!' KYAAAAAA~ i am so going to tegomasu no concerto. once i graduate from poly. yakusoku yo. tegomasu, here i come~ (Y) |
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 im only human. never perfect. dont raise your expectations too high. |
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Friday, July 16, 2010
風をあつめ雲をにけたら掴め太陽, 心配ないさ怖くはないさずっと君のそばにいる! ♥ ^-^ Gather the breeze, run away from the clouds and catch the sun! There are no worries, nothing to be afraid of, I'm always with you! -TegoMasu no Uta, Bokura no Sora. love this song. love the lyrics. love massu-san. =3 |
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Thursday, July 15, 2010
ENQI ENQI ENQI.................. YOU MUST DO WORK........... REALLY................ T^T YOU MUST STOP BEING LATE....................................... :( |
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Syariff Sheckler says: hahahhaaha i mean it! serious u cn keep me at ur home if u love to? hahahahaha i'll be ur bear when u sleep hahahahaha awwwwwwwww. such a nice guy. |
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Wednesday, July 14, 2010
風をあつめ雲をにけたら掴め太陽! -Gather the breeze, run away from the clouds and catch the sun! v true. I KNOW RIGHT!!!!?!?!?!?!?! |
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coach: i see how long she can smile. me: *tries to hide my smile. LOL. epic moment. wads wrong w being happy and smiling~ some people resort to biting pens to fake a smile. my smile comes from within!!!!!! desho~~~ XD oh wells. so ya. thats my life for today. thank you MIRA and DINAH for coming down! really!!!!!!!!!!! its like.. for you guys to go against your own innate desires to stay home, for someone like me, im honoured. i love you two. ^_^ |
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Tuesday, July 13, 2010
NIVLA says: sure plus chop BELIEVE BELIEVE Enqi says: ... NIVLA says: HAHAHHA Enqi says: DONT USE IT ON ME! DAMNIT! LOL!!!!!!! NIVLA says: hhahhahaha DONT BELIEVE THEN xP Enqi says: ............... nvm. NIVLA says: SO? Enqi says: i take that point. i believe. NIVLA says: BELIEVE BELIEVE can do can do Enqi says: i choose to believe. NIVLA says: haha good girl XP so are u going to slp now? ELooo okayy i really CTI le X.X i nned to slp u need too NIGHTTTTTTTTTTTT! CYA TML! OOOO 1 more good luck for ur essay arhhh BELIEVE BELIEVE sucker :P too irritating to not post it up. HAHA! BELIEVE. tml. YOSSH. CAN DE. ^-^ oyasumi~ |
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Monday, July 12, 2010
it all starts with believing. it really does. trust me. i say trust me right nb. AHAAHAHAHAHAHAAH so! why do we even bother living when we are going to die in the end? hmmm. liking some thought provoking questions from leon there. (Y) loved identifying stars, looking at red skies, big fluffy clouds zooming by. haaaaaa~ |
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But all I want, is someone to be there for me. :| |
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love the way you lie. |
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Sunday, July 11, 2010
i do not need any albums with tons of pictures with me and her to show to the ppl that this is the woman i love.with or without any pictures.i jolly well know that just being with her and spending time with each other and knwing that she will always be there for me is way better then making an albums and post it on fb.:) -haikal this is so sweet la! couldnt resist posting it here. (Y) shows how much he's matured in thinking.. nice. bless them! ^-^ |
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Once upon a time there was a thing called dreams. As time passed “to dr**m” became taboo, and “I dr**mt” became blasphemous… |
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god.. get out of my mind! dont ever, everrrrr appear in my dreams again yo! >=[ so irritating siol........................................................ lol. eye big means chio. eye small means not chio. stupid. fuck that logic. cb. =_= *rolls eyes. contact lenses on for 10 hours now, eyeballs poppin out. reverting back to the small eyed me. lol. zzzzzzzzzz
ANYWAY. OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU VANESSSSSSSA! SA! LOL |
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Saturday, July 10, 2010
i will smile. i will smile. i will smile. i will be happy. i will appreciate the little things that take place around me. i will. yakusoku. promise. |
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   AHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA i look so different in all 3 pictures. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA plastic surgery.. wouldnt that imply that your parents are ugly? =\ love your face la.. next life different face also.. if all your lives the face same, fun meh? all your experiences would be the same.. just some random thoughts. aite. CRS RESEARCH TIME! THEN GO NIGHT RUN. YOSSSSSH! |
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Friday, July 9, 2010
YOSSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ASHITA WA..................... ICHIBAN! IAD'S CA2. CARDBOARD CITIZENS. NIBAN! CRS RESEARCH. (GOD DAMNIT ENQI! START WORKING UR FUCKIN BRAIN!) SANBAN! eto........ ONOW INDIVIDUAL REFLECTION. YOONBAN! RECAP ON THE DIFFERENT APPLIED THEATRE FORMS. GOBAN! LUNCH. ^-^ ROKUBAN! NOHONGO NO BENKYOU AT HOME. NANABAN! UNDOU. EVENING RUN. HACHIBAN! SLEEP EARLY. HONTOU DESU. |
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sometimes, i think the world might be better ruled by robots programmed to work a certain way. human beings.. hm. |
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Invisible theatre is a previously rehearsed play that is performed in a public space without informing the public that it is a play. It addresses a precise theme concerning social injustice, such as sexism, racism or ageism. The performance is intended to provoke debate and to clarify the problem with the people who experience it. An example of Invisible Theater given by Boal involved "actors" posing as customers in a restaurant. One actor would start by drawing attention to himself by ordering food and then stating later on afterward that he did not have enough to pay for it. A conflict arises and other actors intervene to assist the first actor. -wikipedia Invisible theatre. amazing.. thanks to the IAD research, now i know what's reminiscence theatre. i happened to chance upon this. its like.. cause of the research, now i know something about the different forms of theatre!! from nothing to something. but i only know what i picked lei.. hmm. different forms of applied drama = (Y) interesting! i like. invisible and reminiscence theatre's pretty interesting......... ~ |
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Thursday, July 8, 2010
it's funneh how your words and actions can be sooooo contradicting. it's kinda scary. well........ when it comes to matters like this, stay in your own world and be self sufficent. LOL. im not making any sense recently, most probably due to the social psychology lessons. but im loving(ah,sorry,i meant, liking) it. im falling in like. LOL! mangkokxzxzxzxzxzxxz. Smile! Like there's no tomorrow. Cmon, we aint gonna live forevaaa. Just.. Believe! Go all out, and have fun! Do your best! ^-^ |
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Wednesday, July 7, 2010
i know wad it feels like to be a benchwarmer.. trust me, i do. things will turn better. thank you, "someone from above" for protecting and blessing me today! my belief that something bad would happen didnt come true. yokatta ne~ ^-^ guide me along slowly, i'll definitely need help. Jyaa, kyou wa no first softball game, owarimashita! (Y) otsukaresama deshita minna-san~ atiqah's an awesome catcher. SMILE! You be a happy you. As simple as that. No need to be that perfect. i hope the triplets will be able to play in a game together. triplets to isshoni~ |
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Tuesday, July 6, 2010
i dont see a need to be that perfect. im happy being who i am. so stfu already. keep your comments to yourself. dont judge me. dont comment about me. open your mouth only when you have something constructive to say. if only i had a remote to make the world shut up when i dont need those incessant chatter. im this simple. i dont plot, i dont throw knives at your back. i take love and give it back, double the amount. like a dog. haha. but hey they're best pals okayyy. seriously... convince me; show me. once i trust, you're in for a ride of your life. AHAHHAAHAHAAHAH. tml's game.. BELIEVE. HAVE FUN. BEFORE: TANOSHII DESHOU~ AFTER: HAI! CHOTTO TANOSHII DESU!!~ im really not a competitive person.. im neutral to a point that it seems like i dont even bother. -.- wonder in what aspects will i be seen as a threat. eyes on me honey. |
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Monday, July 5, 2010
wei she me wo hui mei ci kan ni you mei you online ne? qi si wo le ya. shikashi daijoubu yo~ i managed to get over the 3 years one. what is this sial~ LOLOLOL. time will tell. jikan. i'll get busier as time goes by~ next week. confirm.. not much time to think about trival matters. 1. swim,run,eat. 2. study,online,study. online-> for educational purpose. LOL! 3. go out with friends(hosehs & milians),laughter,smile,happiness. my life. LOLOLOL. zettai jikan wa nai desu. ( no idea is it correct not, HAHA! ) |
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Sunday, July 4, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY MASSU-SAN! ^________________________^ don't look back, baby always look at me~~~~~~~~ <3 itsumo ashiteru yo massu-san!!~ XD |
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Saturday, July 3, 2010
a special person who never tried to outshine anyone. never tried to be the perfect one, but stayed natural so he can be loved by everyone. he's bright and shining in his own way, smiling like every day is fun to live. he cried when NEWS was gone, cried when NEWS was back. he loves NEWS the most.and he loves his fans, ♥ cherishes his friends and never neglects them. this is exactly who massu is!!! Thanks Katrina Sacay for the above. X]]]]] i so want my future boy to be like this. for tml, 04072010, OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU MASUDA-SAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAY YOU BE ALWAYS BLESSED W LOTSA SUNSHINE, HAPPINESS AND LASTLY, SMILES! happy birthday my boy! ^_^ |
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Friday, July 2, 2010
i believe you, you, you, you, you and you, shikashi zettai not you. never.. should have known betterrrrrrr. well, whatever. i have my Milians. i have my Hosehs. i love me life. hahahahahah cb la. LOL. (Y) |
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Thursday, July 1, 2010
TML. JAP REVISION. THEN EVENING RUN. YOSSH. SATURDAY MORNING. SWIM SWIM. YOSSHAAAAAAAA! WOO. GANBARIMASU. SMILE SMILE SMILE! |
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